Exams are painfull. They're damaging me. They're destroying my mind and all the things that once made me a happy carefree simple person. Now My life is filled with anxiety, nervousness and oversensitivity. I'm just not me.
I want them to end. I want them to go away. I wish I had defied the teachers since they lead me the wrong way. They lead me to do subjects that only had me going to after school classes because there were not teachers in school. They made me become a teacher because some of the teachers I do have don't even show up to class.
I hate being my own teacher. But I'm a lot better than they are because I at least know what I'm doing.